So I haven't updated DA in such a while. I promise I'll be getting more artwork up. I'm busy and a lot has been on my mind.

So I've moved on from Trevor. I realized that he and Julia are legit, not just a temporary couple like most people I know. Trevor is still one of my closest friends at college and we talk all the time.

After getting over Trevor, I began developing feelings for another guy. I'll call him Tobias, although his actual name is beautiful, I will not give it away on DA just in case. Tobias is quite a character, where do I even begin describing him as a person? Well first off, I'm lucky because I get to see him everyday because my friend Jack is his roommate and we pretty much always hang out in their room. None of my college friends, except for Annie, know about my feelings for Tobias. So now Tobias as a person...

Tobias was born in New Zealand but he has moved to Japan, Russia, the Philippines, back to New Zealand and finally he went to Connecticut for boarding school for three years before college. He has loved all the travelling he's done but told me he'd trade it all for an American citizenship. It's sad though because the way he puts his travelling, he says he has no home. His parents don't even live in New Zealand anymore, they live in Indonesia and are moving to India next year.

I've lived abroad before as well and I'm really happy that we share that in common, even though I'm not sure if he knows it or not. Although I have only moved once, I feel like I can relate to him. I sometimes am saddened by the fact that I don't live in the same house I grew up in.

Tobias has tons of hobbies. Unfortunately one of them is getting drunk. He's one of those guys who gets drunk on Wasted Wednesdays. I don't have a problem with drinking, though I'm not going to try it for a while until I'm ready. Tobias is a hilarious drunk who does the funniest things, except for this one time when he sprained his ankle by jumping off a porch. I like Tobias much more when he's sober, probably because he's sweeter and more sensible.

Other than drinking, he is on the debate team at my college. He is amazing. He went to a tournament for one weekend and came back with a plaque for being a finalist. He's also an amazing guitar player. Almost every time I enter his room he's playing one of my favorite songs.

This journal entry doesn't even do him justice. There is just so much to talk about him. He's just amazing.